shake it.groove it.move it.

:: Saturday, August 26, 2006 ::

Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell that I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

`boonboon-
3:42 AM

burning questions in my mind

why i feel different?

why i feel u r diff towards me?

why u don care so much anymore?

why do i even feel this way?

why am i even in this world?

why am i even goin thru this?

why am i feeling jealous?

why am i not in ur life as much anymore?

why are u acting in such a way?

why why why why????

i guess i am not the right one

i hate it when u don reply

i hate it when pple play hard to get

i might juz give up one day

i hope i have the ans to all my qn...

but i don... and nvr will...

maybe its a mistake..

maybe someday... i will realise its juz a bad dream

`boonboon-
3:42 AM

:: Thursday, August 17, 2006 ::

oh.. anyway... guys......... read this manz.... lol

>>> >Boy: baby we need to talk
>>> >Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?
>>> >Boy: sumthin has come up...
>>> >Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
>>> >Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
>>> >Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
>>> >Boy: baby are you there??
>>> >Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
>>> >Boy: im not sure if i should say
>>> >Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
>>> >Boy: im leaving....
>>> >Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me i love you
>>> >Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
>>> >Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
>>> >Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
>>> >Girl: i cant believe this.
>>> >[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously)
>>> >ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]
>>> >Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
>>> >Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
>>> >Boy: would you run away with me?
>>> >Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wat would >>> >happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
>>> >Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
>>> >Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
>>> >Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
>>> >Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
>>> >Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
>>> >[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
>>> >Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
>>> >Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
>>> >Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
>>> >Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
>>> >[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha>>> >letter he gave her]
>>> >It says..... Erika,
>>> >U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be
>>> >better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you.
>>> >The truth is,
>>> >is that i never loved you, i hated you so much,
>>> >u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that.
>>> >I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u.
>>> >U really have no clue how much i hate you.
>>> >Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch,
>>> >u never did tha right thing, and u were never there.
>>> >I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you.
>>> >And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life,
>>> >i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to.
>>> >I will not miss you and thats a promise.
>>> >U never had my love, and i want you to remember that.
>>> >Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me.
>>> >I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch....
>>> >Goodbye Kyle
>>> >[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage &
>>> >crys for hours].....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she
>>>feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
>>> >Friend: how are u feeling?
>>> >Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
>>> >Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago.
>>> >He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
>>> >Girl: ummm ok
>>> >[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]
>>> >Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter.
>>> >I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
>>> >Hate = Love
>>> >Never = Alwayz
>>> >Bitch = Baby
>>> >Will not= will
>>>> >......... I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you
>>> >with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go
>>> >thats y i wanted u to run away with me...-Kyle]
>>> >Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!,
>>> >he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me.
>>> >I cant believe how stupid I am!!
>>> >Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
>>> >Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to>>> >call me !!
>>> >....... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
>>> >[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died,
>>> >we are still searching for Survivors...
>>> >This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...
>>> >it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
>>> >[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself,
>>> >because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
>>>> >.....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers.
>>> >It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg.
>>> >"Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive,
>>> >i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time.
>>> >So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good.
>>> >Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u 4 everything
>>> >ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

`boonboon-
3:42 AM

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............

i'm stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

till i can die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha... well i think i am really goin crazy

i have not been communicating well with U.......

haiz..... guess we r all stressed out........................

but its ok.. i will start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to keep myself occupied and to prepare myself!

hahaha... i think this is juz a trash post................

but wad to do?? i cant scream anywhere............

except here lo.... so bear with it manz.................

-signing off-
goin bongkers!

`boonboon-
3:42 AM

:: Tuesday, August 08, 2006 ::

heYy HeyY hEyY.... hmm... oh well... glad to sae... i went tpjc to celebrate NATIONAL DAY!!!! haa... i already pon too many events last yr... but shall make it up.. and i really felt so lost touch with all the songs!! but now i remember le!!!! :) :)

oh well.. anyway... after celebrations... dear met me at tamp mall instead of my sch becoz.. its better for us... lol.. so shaun and i kind of walked to tamp mall.. since dear needs time to reach.. lol...

and tamp is really packed with pple!! omg!! ... even KFC has super long queue.. so shaun me and dear went to han's and decided to try it out... ok their chicken chop really really SUX!!!! cant remb wad dear ordered its aso damn lousy... lol.. fish n chips was average ba... frm shaun's comments... lol...

so after lunch dear n i went to dhouby ghaut.. we watched click @ cathay... and it was not bad... anyway took some photos la....

hmm.... so in the end we cabbed down to parkway to meet shaun n PAE 06a02 peeps ba... if im not wrong.. lol.... we tot we will be late... but in the end... we r the earliest!! so we walked ard be4 metting them... lol

okok... gtg real soon.... take care guys!! cya!!!

`boonboon-
3:42 AM